Why did I not start this sooner

Rylee is almost 5 months and I am just starting a blog about my trials and tribulations as a single mom at 40. She gets more amazing everyday. So, there is a lot to catch up on. My entire pregnancy I worried about how I would manage being a single, full time working mom. I invisioned all these terrible things that would happen when I could not handle everything on my plate. I worried I'd lose my job, my house and everything else when I could not take care of a baby and a job. Everyday gets easier and everything seems to fall into place. I get up and go to work in the morning because Rylee's future depends on me being able to provide for her well being. I get through my day knowing that at the end of my 8 hours I get to rush home to her and spend the rest of my evening doing what I love the most; caring for my beautiful little girl. I will talk about where she is with her development in the next blog